Struggling

I'm really struggling with writing.

I've been blaming it on being busy or because of the disaster my life has been lately, but really, it's because I'm scared. Completely terrified.

I'm finally at a point in my life where writing a book and getting published is a realistic goal.

I've graduated high school.

I don't have to worry about getting my mom's approval to do it.

But I'm so afraid of rejection.

Which is odd because I've spent the last 4 years auditioning for show after show with nothing but rejection, I should be used to it by now.

But at the same time, can you ever truly get used to rejection? There's always going to be that feeling in the pit of your stomach when it happens again...

Back to School Tag

Hey!!

Found at: http://www.elleandblair.com/forum/thread/back-to-school-tag

1. What year of school/college are you going into?
-I'm going to be a senior in highschool.
2. What are you excited and/or nervous for this year?
-Both. And a little bit terrified.
3. What's your favorite part of getting ready for back to school?
-I don't really have a favorite part. I've worn a uniform for that past few years, so I can't say shopping.
4. What grade were you in when you first started wearing makeup to school?
-Um, 7th...or 8th...
5. Where or from whom do you like getting inspiration for back to school trends & styles?
-Lately I've been loving Lucy Hale's style, so I'll probably do some of her looks.
6. What are your favorite upcoming "back to school"/fall trends for this year?
-I don't usually follow trends, especially most of the recent ones, they're kind of ugly.
7. Where do you like to go shopping for back to school supplies?
-uh, Walmart? Target?
8. What are your favorite stores to go back to school shopping?
-I don't do back to school shopping.
9. Will you be carrying a backpack or a purse to school this year? Which do you prefer?
-I tend to swith off, some days I'll carry a tote/purse others I'll grab a backpack.
10. What are 3 non-beauty essentials you HAVE to carry in your backpack/purse?
-Um, paper, phone, car keys.
11. What are 3 beauty essentials that you HAVE to carry in you backpack/purse?
-I usually have some sort of chapstick with me, but not much else.
12. What are your go-to hair products for this year, and what is your go to hair style?
-mouse and a fishtail side braid.
13. What are your go-to makeup products for this year and what is your go-to makeup look for school?
-Don't really have go to makeup products, but my go to look is a shimmery neutral look.
14. What are your go-to clothing items for back to school, and what accessories to you plan to rock this year?
-I'm not sure if we have a uniform this year, but if not, jeans, lots and lots of jeans. Colored hairties and random friendship bracelets (I've collected quite a few over the years)
15. Who do you tag?!
-You!